hie hie hie....so sorie bout the delay...miz u guys loads...haiz....kk...its raye...so no more sighs...ya...camat hari raye...maaf zahir dan batin...i wont be blogging as often as usual....ader larh sebab2 nye....onlie my syg tau...wakakak...hehe....ape orang nie...u guysfai...collect me-ngolect?? hehehe...compare2 lagi....isk3....fai and fiz....mcm mcm larh korang nie....u guys wanna noe something? i miz the famili to the core... blur and royal famili i mean...the mafia thingy?? nah....nuthing compared to my blur and royal famili...to ma and bah....maaf zahir dah batin...and to my kak long and my syg....sorie fer wateva nonsense dat ive done....heheh...miz u guys loads...take care coz i do care!! hug ans kisses from mi...lil qim

hey baby,

hope you like the presents i got for you. still waiting for my present from you tho. :p

hope you had fun on sat and sun as well. will help you fix up your links and tag board once i've settle down with my stuffs here. just too much stuffs to do. with the packing and shifting to do, just a lot of werk to be completed by end of this week. once i'm done, i'll help you out, okies?

hope i can get hold of the computer soon enough to update you with stuffs, but till then, i dunno when it gonna be. i'll try to call every now and then tho, especially when raya is drawing near. miss you loads tho. *muacks* miss everybody back home so much. hope i can be back soon and celebrate raya with all, just like the years before.

well, baby, you can delete this post if you want to. or you can just leave it here. hehhee... take care darling, be good. hope to see you soon. *muacks*


-kakak-

A gal hus name meant light of intelligence
was born on the 16th november 1990.
did u notice its like exactly 13 years ago?
tis gerl is now goin thru her teennage years
she have gone thru the kind of life wich a normal tennager goes thrumaybe slighty more.she have understood the meaning of true life wif her brg experiences,wif the time she spent wif her teachers, her seniors and u guys out there....she wanna tank u guys fer being part of her life and making 2003 the best year ever!!!happie burfdae to her!!

hey! have been bz...tomorrow is gonan be a bz dae...gt red cross at 8...den we have promotion test goin on...nid full U. den gt madrasah...after madrasah i'll be getting the cakes fer the *party* hehehe...nt onlie my cuzs...a bunch of frends from school might be joining us. so wanna noe more...wait until i come online tomorrow nite and ill update...so u can catch up on us....hehe... my mum's cooking...duno wad...shud be ayam merah..duno larh...but it'll sure be veri nice...hehehe...i cook wif oil!! unlike my *mummie* hahaha....so just wait fer tomorrow kaes? bout tis thing..i duno where my links,taggie and other stuffs...all gone...so wait fer my sis...and she will help mi...hehehe...

u noe wad>!? radi and fizli nak join silat...grr!!! takde ke mat mat lain?? isk isk isk....im chattin wif kaz,fai and jazz...kaz will be goin off soon....i mean...he just left...so yarh...ill be helping out my prefects fer ampks... tey will have a camp...and im supposed to organize something...coz ive gt 2 hours wif dem... i mean...a few seniors were asked to helped out...so i have 2 hours on the 1 dae and 1 hour on the second dae...den..its a slip over thingy...im nt sure if i wanna slip over...but... nah..its nt important...the important part is dat im supposed to make the thing interesting...how eah>? nvm..i got alot of ideas...tak sia sia aku gie bwls...hehe...gt alot of ideas from there...hehehe....so yarh...duno wad else to type....mi tokking to firdaus also...hahaha...dier nak manje2...hehehe... so yarh...i duno wad else to type..i mean...im lazee to type...hehehe...so until here onlie fer now...wen im free ill write again okaes? hug and kisses....muacks* lurve u all

tomorrow is asikin's burfdae...so if ure here... HAPPIE advance BURFDAE gal... dah besar anak mak eah...hehehe... all the best... hehehe...all tis crap and everything... best tau... so yarh... dun dream too much...dun groan too much...dun look back too much...just enjoy life the wae it is tau...k... esp wif ur some1...... i noe things are hard fer u...but...just endure it okaes??
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the whole famili tadi ader kat sini.....den we ate chicken...den Khair(my abg's eldest son)[my mum'a eldest grandchild/grandson] kept on clinging to my leg....den i grap his hand... den the other hand and just hold him...he was being...er...u noe wad i mean...haha...hahaha...den my abg olso join in....my whole bodie hurts...OUCH~ hehehe.... den slap all kene from khair... den arfa?[mum's 3 grandchild] just walk ard wif her bear...hahaha...cute... kecoh ar the house...tey leave earlie...coz gt soccer...ape je...heheh

ppl! hehehe...have gone thru alot of troubles getting tis up...and now..its ready..so here is goes...its a survey.... bout the family...if u ppl noe wad im tokking den u can follow up...otherwise...likewise...vice-versa...
1) Does this family mean aniting to you?
Kaz: it means a lot to mi

Fiz: since I got into the familee I got to noe everybody a lil better I gotta help in solving pplz problem other den ppl solving my problems…./ well... it kinda like showed how hard it is to be a "mum"... well yeah... it means something.. Though sum times it does get on the nerves... but it does mean alot...

Jazz: uh huhz

Fai: yea

Qim: it somehow have a special place in my heart

2) If 1 of the family members is not ard...wad wud u feel?
Kaz:: angry if I purposely doesn’t want to come in. / sad if they cant make it

Fiz:well... sometimes curious to noe why not there la.. But sometimes not... because the person mite have other things to do... busy with something n stuff

Jazz:if 1 missing...it wudnt feel the same...

Fai:feel cam empty gitu ar...nt completed....

Qim:I wud feel worried…esp. if the person never reply to my messages(after i tried contacting em')

3) Will the family stay long together as whole?
Kaz:its up to the individual ar….if they want, they will get committed…if not dem…tey will be missing or something….

Fiz:if everybody cares... yeah

Jazz:the family will last long....(until the tym stops)

Fai: i think....er...Yeah

Qim:yea I think we might stay long…together… insya-allah

4) do you love the family??(jack pot)
Kaz:yea I think we might stay long…together…

Fiz:more to the sayang then to the cant be bothered.....

Jazz:uh huhz

Fai:kindda

Qim:yea….I kidda love the familee…

kaz-abah(father)
fiz-mama(mother)
ifah-mummie(mother2)
jazz-daughter of kaz
fai-son of kaz
qim-daughter of kaz

last nite didnt get the change to have those famili toks....and have it onlie been a dae wen i dint get to tok to dem and here i am missing the famili so much...grr...wad is happening? hehehe...but yesterdae, i was kidda mischievous....:P i called asikin and pretended dat i dint...den i sae sikin u sure i called u?? i dun remember pressing your number...hehehe...den she said....ader larh...i gt 2 miss call and 1 new number...and dats u...den i said again issit? so its mi? ouh k den since its mi....tada...bye...hahaha...she was so binget dat she hang up the fone in a harsh manner...den abah?? hahaha...i left him a few miss calls....den he called back...haha...1st time i cancel the call...den he tried again...he tok so fast... but luckily i under can catch fass....hehehe.... den kene marah sal tak gie terawih...cannot go larh...as in cannot cannot larh...faham?? tak?? den nvm....hhehehe... i gt an idea aper nak beli kan sikin...i can go and bye later...but... biler nak jumpe dier?? haiz...den on the 15... i gt red cross den gt madrasah...cannot celebrate already...takke binget??hehehe.... so yarh...the fun is up babey! hehehe....so gt to get goin...so till here...hug and kisses from my BLUR AND ROYAL FAMILI!! hehehe

hehehe....practically the whole famili is using...'wassup babies' den let mi use....'hEy bAbIeS'...hehehe... so yarh...tis famili is still goin strong... and u wanna noe something? *winkz* [sorie famili](hehehe) abah kawin lagi satu....so nt onlie do i have mama...i olso gt mummie...well dats fun...yea...mummie wont be able to come online...abah said....'she gt somethings to settle' in dat case.... lets just enjoy life... yea... the whole famili is missing mummie....hehehe.... wen out just now...wif aisha,nisha,noorratul and nadiah...meeting pt:library
time:2 pm....(i came at 2.30) coz...special pe...unique
we merayap2....no lar...we went best wae....den popular...den we go take a few nps....den go al-muttaqin....get some food fer buke.... we met raba'a she wasnt as pretty as i expected...teachers dae we met her...and she is so damn gorgeous...hehehe.... nvm... fer my famili...u guys dun understand wad im rotting rite? so just bare wif it...yea...wan is onmy nerve...call den tok about his gal...hahaha...getting sick and tired of it...10 more long daes...haiz....i dun realli care ar... but its just te thot's dat counts...rite jazz?? so yarh...my hp...wow! gt alot of new ringtones... hehehe....okok..its late...gtg...so nitez swittie...love u guys out there...(esp. my blur and royal famili) hehe...u guys take care tau...since we not meeting each other.... bye...hug and kisses

To:wen jing[andrea]

“Friends forever,” you promised
”Together till the end”.
We did everything with each other.
You were my best friend.

When I was sad, you were by my side.
When I was scared, you felt my fear.
You were my best support—
If I needed you, you were there

you were the greatest friend,
You always knew what to say:
You made everything seem better.
As long as we had each other,
everything would be okay.

But somewhere along the line,
We slowly came apart.
I was here, you were there,
It tore a hole in my heart.

Things were changing,
Our cheerful music reversed its tune.
It was like having salt without pepper,
A sun without its moon.

Suddenly we were miles apart,
Two different people, with nothing the same.
It was as if we hadn’t been friends.
Although we knew deep in our hearts
Neither one of us was to blame

You made many new friends.
And luckily, so had I.
But that didn’t change the hurt—
The lost of our friendship made me cry.

As we grow older, things must change
But they don’t always have to end.
Even thought its different, now,
You will always be my friend

I found this in a book… and I decided to send it to you…the poem is so about us…dun u agree?? The poem meant about us… but never the less…. We’re still friends…. Onlie that we are not termed BEST FRIENDS… just wanted to tell u hw much I love the friendship of ours…and hope we remain as friends…..

hey babies....
baby boy u stay on my mind
fulfill my fantasies
i tink about u all the time
i see u in my dreams

baby boy nt a dae goes by
w/o my fantasies
i tink of u all the time
i see u in my dreams

im addicted to the song...at least gt the ring tone...hehehe.... hols are just....argh!! sickening...hehehe..nuthing to do...so yarh...cuzs! attention! on the 16 of nov. my place...we buke canadian pizza...otays? gud...mum tak kasi buke luar...so at home will do... call ar hu-ever u want ar...ur bf olso can...hahaha...mi being LAME! duh~qimah pe..biase uh... so yarh...jazz tok about dat raye thingy rite...the more the merrier...hehehe...we can go round knocking on ppls doors...give dem surprises...yeah...fun!hehehe....ook...cut the crab baby...hehehe

dun bring up the past! stupid isyandi...just go enjoy time wif drea ar....gud enuff i gave wae...den now still sae things...I GAVE WAE TO U GUYS! so...i dun nid aniting in return...just dun bother mi...dat will do...realli...haiz... i noe ar...life is gud fer u...coz he is veri veri wealthy rite...gt a 2100 hp from him rite...he top up fer u rite...ur enjoying life..so congrats ar...den dun bother mi...let mi have my own life wif jazz and firah... u dun nid to even tell mi wad ya doin wif him...ure such a pain in the ass...do u noe dat??! y muz i move up wif the same class? a class dat onlie gives trouble! nvm..next year...u will be the class chairman...so have fun suffering gal... u shud noe rite hu m i reffering to...so have fun handling a bunch of kids hu dun noe how to appreciate...including te grp of kids im wif now... 6 of us...doesnt exist next year...it will onlie be the 5 of u... we started the grp wif 6 ppl rite...but always gt partner...laureen-winnie....andrea-qimah....sharon-sikin....den in the middle? in 3s....laureen-winnie-andrea....qimah-sharon-sikin....now and in the future? laureen-winnie-andrea-sharon-sikin.... wad i noe is im wif the SHAZ! tey are so unlike u guys! u guys are just a grp of bunch hu argh! nvm...no words describes u all!! realli... *anger*boiling up* argh!!!

hahaha...reamrks?? hahaha LAME! pathetic teachers... nvm...teacher's pet per...slalu get gud remarks...
nurhaqimah have been a responsible class chairperson. she gt the initative to distribute her duties accordingly.and can be trusted wen given the duties. she onlie nids to gain slef-confidence.
hahaha...so...i improve in ALL my subjs. and nt improve my 1 or 2 marks...but the least i improve was 8 marks...so...hahaha....eng. i improve by 18m. i cant believe but...hahaha...nvm...so yea...im looking ard fer new templates...nice2 ar...maybe nt pink...coz i realli love pink...but its better nt to show it...hahaha... so... nt gt madrasah exams...baru nak enjoy ader madrasah exams....grr...tak bleh nampak org senang je ar...hahaha... guest wad...i have been single fer 7 mths! wow...dat is so nice...hahaha....okok..goin sec 2 already rite...can have bf!!! hahaha...mi being lame...no lar...i have 1 wen the right time comes....kaes...hahaha...so till den