life?? have it always been tis way and i haven been realizing it?? argh!! so lost and confused.. well i have a fren here hu is so in the spotlight. and wants to be more...and she uses everything or anything dat she can to get wadeva she wants... well im scared i mite lose her.. at least before i lose her i wud rather lose her as a fren den a bitch... so sorrie....but reallie... plz... if ure reading tis...tis is wad i mean... plz try to understant... ure in the spotlight already and i tink u can have nuthing more since u have everything...plz larh eah...i love u so much dat i dun wana lose u but at the same time i hate u...how is dat?? plz.. make a wise choice... dun go for the looks... heart is so much more important... well u shud noe dat but it doesnt seem dat way.. so yarh...