hmm.. never have i pamper myself tis much in years!!
yesterdae... hmm.. had dinner at banquet with mum..
i gt myeself chicken rice.. maybe dats nuthing.. but...
i had 2 bowls of rice!! ahaha.. and ate fish soup too!! wow...
i eat alot sia!! hehez... den... saw nice school shoes.. gt 1 new pair!!
yipee!! hehez.. den mye mum gt mi a tee!! and its adidas!!!
-winks!!- ahaha.. but its reallie nice!! mye sister wud do aniting to get it...
muahaha.. im nt the kind lil sis u thot i was.. aahha.. well nt nw...
have to stand up fer mye rights.. den came back rather late..
did my maths hmwk.. den history.. copied fer jannah the notes...
m i nuts? haha.. was just being helpful.. hmm.. den im in da school lab now..
just finish fighting with mr lee... argh!!~ ahaha.. with benjamin..
but all were on myside.. tankew~! hehez.. den afta school todae.. gotta settle claz bandana.,. and help fyra with her claz tee.. aww.. hmm.. fridae sports dae!! yipee!! hehez...
cant wait baby.. erm.. my dear claz.. plz bring ur tee's tomorrow.. k? we gotta write dat poor boy's name down.. ahaha.. still deciding where to put the name and wana use wad to write his name.. haha..troublesome larh... -oppz- ahaha.. nonono... jkjk...hehez.. k larh.. tc peepz!! hehe.. im a pig! i eat alot!! argh!! fatty mi!! geez.. hehez...

hmmm... got our t-shirt!! yippeee!
kewl!! love the colours!! uhuhuh!!!
thou 4e2 having the same colour... but..
nvm... just c us during sports dae ayte? =p
hahah.. kk.. went far east just nw wif da gurls to take tee
den head back to school with meliaaa darll...took cab...
in da cap..was admiring the tee...onlie to find out xin yan's name nt inside
poor boy.. dun wori.. we plan to do sumting liao.. sorie yea? ahaha
its nt dat we forget u.. but we accidentaly mis out ur name?
we are so sorie.. hmmm... apology accepted? =p
ahaha. den went back to school...everybody was veri happie and satisfied..
felt relieve dat its okie.. hehez... yeo ying shao still haven pae!!
grr!!! haha..



march?
itll be over soon!! at last
was thru a terrible mth!
it was reallie bad..
hmm... frm madrasah to school to life to home...
to everything!! argh!!
i just hope wen april churns in...
everything wud be all rite...
gt accused wen i just adore the smile...
and loads more larh.. thou dat was a tiny mini small ting.. but still
wen the person is sumone whom i thot was nice??
well...so much fer the nice...
wel.. realie wana sae a big tankew u liwen jie!!-smilez-
jeanni too!!! i <3 you!!! many many wors!!
hehez..


3e3 listen up!!!
it was just the smile i aadored..
nuthing more!!!
stop everything and aniting ure tinking plz!!
getting irritated and pissed here..
and to dat sumone whom i adored ur smile...
enuff is enuff...thou the forest may be big and wide...
i dun tink there is another tree dats just like urs...
hope u get the meaning in there...if u dun...
search deep down and ull get it...
coz i noe ure smart enuff!!
haiz.. i reallie hope i can put everything behind.. and in april...
we can be frens like wen we were in feb and jan...
i reallie hope so...
((=

ahahah! hey pplz...
ahahah!! im mad!!
kk.. yesterdae.. went out with sabrinah a.k.a baby...
meet up at 1.30.. ahaha.. kk..
den head to tp.. go library!!
cant u blief dat? went library with her???
ahahah..so amazing...
search fer books.. den went to mkn at banquet...
wad else do she eat other den carrot cake or chicken rice?
ahaha..so she had chicken rice and i had laksa!! -yummy-
den so full readi..go buy hair clips at duno where...
we were window shopping all the wae..frm 1 shop to another..either to enjoy the song
or look at its clothes and skirts!! ahaha...
so kecoh!!
took neoprints!! like duh!!
aahah.. so nice!! she ish sho' swit!
den dat stupid bf of hers...kept calling!! till her value left onlie 52 cents...
ahaha...
den.. hmm...decided to use the net...so she followed mi home...
took 410...den sat at the veri back...
den gt tis 3 chine boys...ahaha...
kept starring...i thot tey stare at baby...
so i was like...ohh k.. den i heard they wana alight at thomson plaza..
den sunddenly wen we alight...dey followdd...in da buz... normally... baby walk 1st den i follow behind...
but den.. she asked mi to walk 1st...so it was rather weird...
wen walking.. dey follow us too! grr~~
ahah.. den suddenly...'xcuse me' 3x
ahaha..den we turned...he asked duno wad in chine..
den i replied.. wo se malairen...
ahah..so he went back to his frens..
his frens den ask him to get my number...
ahahha!! lame-o
he came back to us...and asked if we cud be frens...i shook mye head said no and left...
we were laffing all the wae seh!!
aahah.. so cute...
den she left mye place at onlie 7++ hehez...
i had fun!! den mlm wen mkn with bruder and family at simpang bedok!! all the wae there.. but tey served nice food...
hmmm.. den head back home.. reached home rather late...
den gt madrasah!! grr..ahaha..
amali so birbird!! dah kene reject uat hal reject arh...
tak tau malu!! ahahah..sports dae?? we won!!! ahaha.. i mean madrasah!! sec 1 rulez!! like to da core?? our grp name?? APE-APE laH!! ahaha

argh!!
everyone ard mi is so stressed out!!
if onlie i cud help em erase everyting...
argh!! stop it!!
i dun want dem to suffer...
coz i love dem!!
yes u!!
i love u!!
its just dat sumtimes...
i dunot noe hw to show it...
reallie...
haiz...
lets all nt brag about hurtful and unhappie stufz?
wenfang huney... its nt dat nobody loves u..its just dat.. dey dun noe hw to show dat dey love u...
alina!! im happie dat ure okie already...
xinyi.. to dose hu critise and discrimate u.. dey are tey ones hu nids attention.. by doin so.. dey get the attention dey 1.. so lets nt care bout em?
jean ni syg..heyz..i love u like loads? put dat aside.. dreams upon the flying star? i hope it wil cum true fer both of us ayte?
cun syg-yea...lets nt make aniting get into our wae to suceed? we shall strive and achieve.. nuthing will make us slow down...
to knee sir.. heyz.. be happie ayte? i wana c u being happie.. i may nt understand aniting.. but i do noe dat ure nt okie.. cheerup!!
mizael sir-hey.. u too.. cheerup!
benjy-dun wori larh... i just hope everyting is goin fine...

argh!! y m i stil stuck here?
waiting fer heaven to throw sum miracle in mye life?
argh!! haiz.. well...i dont noe...
if u cud erase everything...plz do.. and im waiting rite here in msn fer u to get in...
*waits* u tc ayte? cya ard!!

hmmm mmm...
freaked out during dnt man!!
argh!!
den hurried to do dat stupid thang...
luckily noridah helped...
argh!!!
so frustrated...
do u noe the sec 4s and 5s doin the same exact werksheet???
and dey did onlie the front page...and was givin long long time?
argh!! den all takle harap!!
ahaha...opps.. but reallie.. dey go kip it in d werkshop.. argh!!
den follow suhaina lilisha and nuraini go mac.. bought mye lunch...
so kecoh wid dem seh!! ahaha.. den met zul?? rcy bendemeer i mean!!!
argh!! freako!! ahah.. he is weird.. veri weird.. haahaa...
den head back home... den siap-siap go stadium to train...onlie to findout dey got match...
so i went to toa payoh stadium!! urgh!!
so tak fun!! not nice to run!!
like gt no support and encouragement and all... bored...
den gt weird ppl...supporting mi..ahah.. lame...
den head back home.. was so tired... ahaha.. well...in da buz frm school to home earlier..
took with eng sam ravin weiren and xinyan!! ahaha...oppz! nvm.. den tok tok tok.. shitty!!
im addicted!! ahaha...kk.. enuff.. freakking crampz!! slowing mi down!! urg!!
kk...lurve u loads darlls...

do eu noe dat is such a ting called ugama?
bet u dun noe a ting bout dat...
but nvm...
every sundae i go..nt to waste my time...
learn sumting new... and dats faith...
i dun care wad u wana do..
spread ur dirty mouth ard!!
well.. go ahead darll...
i dun give a damn animore!
ure the cruel heartless bitch!
nt me.. so carry on bringing ur dirty mouth ard...
hmm...
i dun nid u to survive! reali!!
u once said u were independant
but it doesnt seem so animore!!
well drop the subject...

had dnt test just now... i mean afta school!!
i took readi!!
but he wasnt satisfied with d 1st 1
coz the 1st 1 i did in 1o minutes and den left... he called mi back and den i had a trashing...
hmmm...
so i did with the track ppl hu missed the test
eng sam and nico too...
ahaha.. it was okie larh...
den head back home.. now going stadium readi...
1st april cuming!! hahaa
gud luck guys!!!
may 3e3 leave the stadium with victory!!!
yea!! erm.. amanda.. u just tc of the shirts...
den the otha stufs.. werk distrubuted out readi...
u noe like buying dose stufs...
and the _ _ _ _, nvm... ill do it.. if its to expensive..
den we'll c how k?? k...
wana run liao le!! buh bye!!

hehez~
had a pretty nice dae todae!!
maybe the best in weeks!!
ahah...
wasnt down nor moody
kk... had the jamming sessions...
it was okie larh!!
weiny and ifah!!
u guys rock d werl!!
lurve dem to pieces...
kk.. den head back home...
safwan 'send' us home...
mi and fyra...hahah
so cute!!
den at interchange caught up with nina
she said yassir and sabby walking behind
ahaha...we peep!!!
and yassir was so malu!!!
ahaha... sabby waved...
yassir trying to cover his face...
ahahah!! so cute!!
match made in heaven i suppose!!
=> => => => =>
hehez...
den wen to st socca...ahaha..
gt dis guy call mi and fyra kakak...haha
so cute... wen he is olso sec 3???
ahahah...
den head back home.. met intan!!
ohhh i miz her!! all her rubbish and crap too!!
den under the blk met riduan...
u noe siti nadiah's bruder...
ahaha...
nw in bishan park arh...
hehe...
so i disturb him bout his old crushes and all
ahaha...
he blushed...
den he said about amin!!
aww gawd!!
he was sooo cute...
argh!!
but...i rejected!! damn!! he was so cute back den
but at dat time...i was in love with another cute guy!!
hehez.. i still wonder y...
ahaha!! was in p6 den..
at the socca den...
ahaha.. he was sooo dissapointed...
den nisha...yqin...aisha all there... ahahah
budden...i said no den ran up for ms dhillon's lessons!!
ahaha.. science sumore...
u guys were dissapointed in mi too...
but hey... i was in love already... with u noe hu...
wad do u expect...back to todae... haha
received a note.. dated in january...
ahaha..by amin...
here is goes:
hey....last saw u at amk central...
u are still veri small...[m i?? *doubts*]
still as cute[opps!! ahaha!! no wae man!!]
i still long to have u!! [wow!! great!! but it was 3 years back i thot??]
here is my new number ______
msg mi soon ayte??
dat was it!!!
ahaha!! kk...was so happie!! den met mustaqim...
he said wad amin said!!
bullshitty dem!!
ahah! it makes mi realise hw much i miz d whole bunch of amkps!!!
dey rawk!! ahah..to da core...especially the 7 sistas!! d boi gang... den m3 gang and all!!
ahaha...ampks in mye heart always!! yeay!!
i still lurve u!!
long to have u!!
u took mye heart away!!
argh!!
*lonely wifout u ard*

1stly to elaine:sorie on behalf of dem! we dint mean it ayte?
2ndly to liwen,kevin,alina:tanks fer the comforting words and shoulder!! *hugs*
3rdly to fyra:tanks fer everything!! lurve yarh huney*
4thly to frens:in ani wae or wad so eva i offended u, im sorie!! im just not mi at times-ure important to mi! u shud noe dat!
5thly to 'cloz' frens: if onlie all of us cud be back together... miz dose times!
6thly to baby:gud luck dearie.. ill be rite behind to support... *hugs*
7thly to bwss squad:remember the otha dae... in the middle of parade square? i squad down? tanks fer blocking... *ure such a dearie*
8thly to jeanni:tanks fer dose hugs! and words of encouragements!! u neva knew hw much i love u!! *ure truly a gem!!*
9thly to sharon and sinying:tanks fer dose warm wishes and words! and dose shoulders too!! *lurveya!*
1othly to ben sng:tank u for supporting mi all tis while! i duno wad ive been wifout ur support!
11thly to dao cun:i hope ure still the same old syg!! i nid u!! i syg cun!!
12thly to sdc o4 peepz:u guys make mye werl go round! thou the camp was long ova.. with the toks we haf and sharing sessios... u guys owe a place in my heart! muacks!
last but not least to everybody:i lurve each and every individual u! ure u in ure own waes! ure unique in my heart! tanks fer everything!! *hugs!*
ure important in mye life!!
i nid u!!
i lurve u!!
in onlie....

argh!!
i hate 17th!!
but the pet rocket thang was fun!!
otha den dat!!
forget it!!
argh!!
and the 1st to noe it??
it dint help!!
thot dat i wud be okae!!
but unfortunately not!
argh!!
wads rong wif mi?
i cant help it!!
it came in such a blow!!
i thot i cud handle it!!
but no!!
broke down the second i knew it!!
y muz tiz happen?
haiz...
sighs....
*cries*
on morn-dae u will noe bout it...
the whole school will noe...
all wud be happie...
but a handful will suffer a broken heart...
trust mi...
till den...
*a crie for a disheartened gal*

wooohooo!! wooitz! hehez... i had fun!!
totally!!
outrageously!!
but i catch a cold!!
damn!! )):
kk...after changing... i wait fer firah before entering te pool
den i look across...i saw tiz 3 boys...
2 of dem waving...
i was 'scared' and so i dived in
haha... onlie to realise those 3 boys are wei liang...nicholas and lynnard...ahaha
lame mi... we swim ova to their place...
dey about to leave...
den we play play play
dey came back...
ask if we wana follow dem go beach on fridae...
i wana go!!!
but cant!!
so...haiz...sigh
den we swam a few more laps...
tiring!!
den her toe cramp!! awww
den okie readi.. we continue swimming...
den my left calf cramp!!ouch!!
untill nw it hurts!! argh!!!
we ate at mac den head home...i like so tired...
haha.. we are like planning our future and all...
about kids all! ahah..
so cute!! kk larh
i wana rest!!
ive gt flu!!
argh!!kk
buh bye!
muacks!

went out with my cun syg!! hehez.. ill try to get our pics up here soon.. we took neoprints and loads of pics...we even developed dem. she took 1 in da toilet. so cute...den giving it to her bf.. it was her flushing.. and the message she wrote is..flushing out bad memories.. so cute...ahah... thot of doin dat.. giving to heca...haha.. saying...while flushing the toilet, i flushed u down too! hehez... but im nt dat mean.. so yeah...afta all ..we are still frens.. kk.. so we are supposed to meet at 2.30. but she cant wait. so meet at 2.00 den she still cant wait meet at 1.50. den turned out, we meet at 1.4o. haha.. so cute! her hair! check it out!den.. we ate at kfc...walk2. took neoprints!! so nice! swit!! ahah.. i was inmy blue top and skirt. she was in brown top and billabong skirt. so nice.. haha.. den we like maniacs... kip taking pics. everywher..in da lift...at the staircase...outside cinema...haha.. den developed straight awae...hehz.. den. we tok tok tok... she is so cute!! hehez...qimmylurvecun! loads! hehez... den tok tok tok...and head home! had fun!! tomorrow gt maths thang. hmm at 9..so earlie.. but nvm.. den afta dat...getting fyra her stufz.. still deciding.. skirt or top? or both.. hmm.. or shoes?? hmm.. help mi ppl! tag mi!! enuff of tokking! did i mention dat i gt the best camper thang?? ahaha..im like so happie!! hehez...tanks to the ncos.. hehez... esp. to lala elaine and ppl whom i duno the name...haha... im high!

campfire next tyme tok! kk...i was like so reluctant to go ova afta campfire..i was cursing and daming everybody...so to cool down i and jeani ni was singing3. den reached...i cursed even more..i was like SCHOOL sick...grr!! den fall in and all... fuling IC. den jean ni IC for us. den we went to the claz room and slp. den i was msging ppl frm school having camp 2 and it just makes mi even school sick even more... grrr!haha... den found out gt fire drill at 5.30. their school olso all gt ncc and np camping! so its out school!!! hehez...den all groan and moan.. ppl started to show attitude..i controlled... haha... den fire drill liao le...i dint realise..i woke up...ppl were rushing ard...den wadeva wadeva...i heard ming zhu calling mua name so i er like...ans larh...den gt to noe i IC. but nt fair.. jeani ni IC with fuling.. den i IC all alone...argh!!! but i had fun! let mi continue..i was nervous.. took squad and all..kenny sir was nice.. but den he said..i expected more from u Ic.. ure from sdc u shud noe wad to betta wad... i was like.. so demoralised..but nvm.. den getting beta and beta... den the squad was great! i lurve dem.. i gt ti-ti. got mei-mei. den gt all nice pple... hmm...like lala,elaine,shang ya,weijun,and ppl whom im nt sure of their name. den wen i left for my FD course...winnie took ova as IC..i tink she did well too!! congrats swittie!! ahah.. den wen im back...ive gt to take squad again...by tiz time i lurve each and every of my cadets!! realli nice ppl...den play in da mud and all.. my rc shirt dirty liao le!! ahaha... den i feel so bad going home.. asking mye dad fetch mi... but ive gt classes to attent 2m!! argh!! den shang ya was IC. coz i leaving..den tell her all the neces. stufz. like total strength. presence and all. den i feel so sad coz im giving mye job to her.. mm.. den left...sae buh bye to dem...al sho swit... argh!!! i lurve u guys!! im gona make a propasal to at LEAST have a combine training every mth. like...tiz mth in bwss...next mth in gy? or betta still... every 2 weeks. so in 1 mth we meet up twice..isnt dat great! tag wad u tink...haiz...im tired..veri...but i had fun!!k larh... tok bout campfire 2m...nytez!

yeay!! at last!! meeting darll xinyi and drey later on. gt camp afta campfire...wad the toot...but iwant it to be in school!! all uni camp in school!! grrr!!! but nvm.. later at nite tok on the fone with her... she wana tell mi sumting!! yeay!! ahah...im readi for camofire!! r u? ill update rite afta d camp...den at the same time, i gt footdrill modular 2m at bendemeer..sucky seh...ahahah... hey... miz dat words!! ive found a new couple ard!! ahhah... but i expected diz like.. since.. i broke up with him?? ahaha.. so cute.. i can just imagine...dey are like so perfect for each otha...if u noe im tokking bout u...plz tag!!haha.. nw im like rushing for time. im gona bathe den out of hse i go...mi mummy goin kl! issit a hip hip hooray?? ahah... consider dat thou..haha! im so gona have fun!! yeay!! im mad rite now... so till den...mwah mwah! lurve ya loads darll!

it was like so cool!!!
was nervous!
veri nervous!
den the race begin!
3e3 did reallie well.. with benjamin lim leading...
hw cool!!!
den followed my drea hu came in 1st for heat 2
and sihui hu came in 1st for heat 1
wad more do u want!!
even our high jump...amanda came in 1st!!
our long jump?? drea cam in 1st!!
feeeweet!! m i not jumping for joy??
next...400 m
i came in 2nd!!! for heat 1 -argh!!!-
and cun came in 2nd for heat 2
it was like soo gud!!
she came in 3 steps before i did!!
bloody hell mi!!
im so pissed!
wen i wnated to win the relay
my damn bloddy calf got in da wae...
it go so stiff...i can even walk
so i sat...trying to stretch
ouch!! i nearly cried!!
sihui...andrea...amanda...peizi...noridah...all came to help...
i wanted to run so badly!! feel like crying wen i noe i cant run!
fcuk sia...
den just der watching...we had a gr8 plan.
and vavaboom!!
we came in 1st again!!
three cheers for 3e3!!
and boys...we came in 3rd!!
hey!! on 1st april...
just catch us the 'angels'
hmmm...
he was sho swit just now. s usual... qim melted...
-in liquid state now-
haha... d race i love the most was 4 by 4oo sec 4 and 5 boys!!
dat was so cool!! ahaha
i wana congratulate dose winners! fantastic job guys!
and to dose hu helped mi out with ma leg!! tanks!!mwah mwah!
dats all...
overall..it was like so cool!!
lurve it!!
waiting for sports dae!!
3e3!!! all the wae!!

hey! just came back frm bendemeer sec where we had our modular course. its like so cool!! and unfortunately im in da same grp -grp 1- and also same team -alpha-with zul!! grr!! but d bez tink was dat im with marion! u noe...marrion russell.. the guy frm 6d o2' amkps? haha..yea its him... he was like...eah... u look familiar...ur name too!! ahaha.. LOL... we did the basics but it was so cool! haha.. waiting for badges to come in... den dismissal... wanted to change frm full u to mufti...but toilets to packed...so wen to boon keng mrt...eah...met yuxing the minute i step into the canteen..saw yu liang too.. kk.. den.. go boon keng mrt to change...it was packed too..so we go in da handicap 1 and change... 3 ppl inside!! ahaha... said hie to yx...den said hie yu liang...he was shocked i noe his name!! eah!! like duh!!! he was the one hu gt the idea to sabo mi!! and i thot he remembered qimmy? wads dat den? ahaha... so cooll...
wen ps to eat at burger king.. so hungry... afta eating.. we are like so bloated...cant move..den head back home.. otw home had a call frm him! i thot it was ova? ok den...tok tok tok... we decided to put down and den sms...sms... until i reach home...den hp off...coz sotz readi...so waiting for sis to come back frm kl den go buy new fone ready! yeay!!
im alone at home nw..
cant wait for campfire!!
lurve all the mc(s)
ahaha! imagine larh.. frm band...its both my best fren and cloz fren
den... wit mi up on stage...the fren i gt to noe frm campfire back den in o3'?
hw cool!! we are so gona we will rock u!! ahaha...
eah!! relaku pujuk?? hmm
still hot larh...
c larh... all now addicted...tanks to?
whom the 'tsunami' hit on fridae
ahaha! so funi!!
kk...too long liao...
to mrs yip:tanks for the tok the otha nite! lurve yarh loads! muacks!
to drey and xinyi:cant wait to c ya guys ard next week!
to ppl hu suck: u suck! ahaha..-lame-

hey ppl!!! since izhar wants his name to be here!!! IZHAR!!! ahaha... Lame... hmmm.. afta school... supposedly gt talentime dat dance...den winnie zhang zhiling did nt bring!! nenepok her!! den... supposedly also to go and cut hair with sista...but still considering!! love my hair so much!! but i nid a new life afta everything!!! so i wana feel a new!! hmm...lukman?? ahaha... jana u can take him!! aaha.. cute guy... hmm... he sound so like khalis...tok like khalis acts like khalis and they wae he care and his jokes all like khalis...ahaha..so alike!! but lukman shorter and smaller...hahaha.. to izhar zylla fadhil jana u pple are the best!! ahaha... to my goddez i loe u always!~ tanks!! for cheering mi up all the time!! and dear benjy...tanks loads!! big time i owe u!! ahaha.. wad u wan?? ahaha.. hmm... to suhaina... just hang on aights?ill always be there for u...trust mi...sinying!!! tank u so much for dat fridae...ur shoulder was much needed!! so comfy!! tanks!! my rc squad!! i love u!! ahaha.. tanks for understanding..u noe dat fridae?? ahaha.. out of no wher we were seated in da middle of da parade squad alll covering mi...hehehz...campfire cuming!! jean ni!! remember our sec 1 daes?? i love dose baby!! last year i mc...so dint get the chance to spent it on u!! sorie dear!! but gues wad!! diz year we'll both be on the stage!! hw cool!! if onlie u were wif mi last year!! tiz year we are so gona make it fun!! den d camp?? yea babey!! ahaha.. den dat stoopid ncc boys also camping sia!! aiyoh!!! haiz... band?? im nt sure.. to my syg: hey der...hw are u? i did nt end it coz of her or aniting else... coz i dun wana get hurt animore! plz understand.. we are still gona be frens.. .stop the term syg and dear and all the muacks!! and we can be frens... i promise dat ill always be here wenever u nid mi... and wen SHE makes u upset...u can count on mi to cheer u up!! dat i promise!! cya in school!! kk...enuff readi!! so buhbye!! mr lee sucks! haha