exmas started!! wee!! ohh gosh... i cant blief im actuiallie happie.. hahah.. arent im supposed to groan and moan?
maybe im happie coz.. ure outta mye life.. or maybe.. hmm.. i duno.. shall now get dat into detail with big ppl with big mouth ard.. u noe hu u are.. =p blueks! yeay! hols..i gt so many plans.. yet so lil time.. got a few chalets.. of which 1 is sdc 04!! hope ppl i adore all will be there.. dat includes.. you! ahah.. i meann.. mye dearest excaliburs.. hmm..the ics dae or nite.. mye darll emceee xinyi... and alll larh.. hehez.. tanks to alina.. all of us are gona meet!! yeay!! no wonder i lurve darll alina.. ahah.. kk.. den gt camps? 2 of em? so cool.. ahah.. goin KL with firah!! can u imagine it?? mi and firah? KL>?? cool!! ahah.. wil so be looking foward to is.. wana spent sum time alone with her afta so long just being wif her..i do miss her! i reallie do!! ohh gosh.. hmm.. den gt alot of stufz!! im so looking foward.. hmm.. still cant blief zylla actualli were with tooooot... ahahh.. still laffing at it weneva i c either 1 of em.. ahah.. its like??? wad the toot.. well.. we went pizza hut yesterdae.. yest.. i noe u can call us nuts.. exams the next dae and we are at pizza hut?? hahah.. had sum confessions there. .and decided on our one and onlie eye candy which everybodi agrees.. it was so hard.. so we went frm level and races.. we accumulate and den chose the best among the best and we found out.. ahah... still cant blief.. coz before dis.. none of us eva tok about him before.. but afta tinking... no doubt.. he is cute afta much tot... ahahah..opppz.. m i allowed? but i wont reveal the person.. let the person be just shared among us.. ehehh....=p den.. went back zylla's place.. til;l 8.30.. =p i was studying eh!! not aniting else.. had fun thou..,. heehhez.. den.. head back home.. hmmm.. wad else eh? sumhow.. sumwhere.. ure outta mye life.. it happens so fast i noe.. but dun blame mi.. shit happens.. ahahah.. kk.. i wont use dat phrase animore.. ahahha..i noe wad u mean dear.. ahahha. .well.. hmmm.. ohh shit!! ive gt a date with 3e3 to sentosa!! ahahah...oppz..i nearly forgot.. ahahah..sorie dears..hehez.. hmm.. well sorie larh k.. i dint mean it to end so fast.. but..reallie.. sutfs dat we dun want to happen just seem to take place.. yeah.. well u walk into mye life.. broke it into pieces and walk out?? sorrie.. dats nt mye game baby.. k larh.. enuff... shall continue sum otha dae...hugs and kisses!! 3e3 shall suceed in both academic and sports!! and prove all u pple we can make it to da top like we did in CA!!!! we rawk!! well.. to all.. gud luck fer upcoming papers!!

a quote fer u: usahla kau menunggu kerna hatiku telah berpunya. carilah kegembiraanmu pada yang lain kerna ia tiada pada ku. maafkan daku kali ini..
hmm.. well.. been veri tired and buzy... sucha hectic week! with speech dae!! hmm.. well.. i had fun! with ppl whom i love and all.. ahaha.. all my darling and sygs were so nice.. muackz!
to dan... huh? wad happen? wink wink wink??? im lost.. ahaha.. to khaliq... hmm.. its still rather shocking.. im sorie.. ahaha.. just cudnt accept the fact at that moment.. making mi truly shock.. ahahah.. hmm... firah!! ahaha.. im mad.. but at least.. im nt sick! i want my voice back!! ahah.. dis voice is so low.. and i dun like it at all... ahaha... hmm..had sum burfdae party at tampines.. my bruder's house.. hmmm.. ate alot!! like pig! as usual.. hmmm.. i duno y todae like gt no mood to blog like dat.. but den again.. hmm.. to u whom i love: haiz.. everything's in a mess now.. if onlie u cud do 1 simple ting to get the mess straighten out.. hmm.. its jsut one simple ting and i promise everything wud be straighten out.. reallie.. its just dat 1 simple ting.. blief mi.. haiz.. in claz ppl disturb mi wid him.. outside claz.. te mly ppl frm all level disturb mi with another him.. wads tis?? i dun like both.. fullstop!! argh!! haiz.. wel.. time to mug already.. everything's ova.. so can concentrate on studies! ahaha.

hmm.. been nearly a week.. since i lost blogged.. been bz..sick.. and the virus and all..it makes everything harder.. hmm.. projects are like just compiling and im like not bothering?? gosh.. tank god i still do hmwk.. but reallie.. do u waste ur time on CME projects?? esp if the tcher is mr lee??? the whole claz dint bother.. hmm... alot happen...on mondae.. had RELC den cam back to school.. we were allowed to slip in the claz.. hw cool... hahaha.. so we missed lessons.. on tues i was absent.. therfore i miss another dae.. and todae?? shahul and kim dint not come! 3 periods.. cool!! hmm.. was coughing so badly in clazz.. n i tink i pass the virus ard? sorie peez.. coz afta dat.. a few ppl were like coughing too...and they are ppl hu seats ard mi.. and therfore.. these are the ppl i love most!! ahaha.. well.. my sygs all sit so cloz to mi except fer sihui and manda.. but we shout frm one end to another to tok.. ahahah.. well.. im so glad dat i have al l my beloved ppl so close to mi..tey brighten up mye life! tanks peepz..hmm.. been reallie sick.. argh!! celebrated sinying's burfdae afta claz.. ahahah.. so cute.. den we gave sinying and edwin 7 minutes of heaven.. u noe dat game...hehehz.. till we injured edwin's leg.. sorie.. hehez.. but we had fun eating! im particurlary mad at tis sumone.. k larh. we dun mind hu eats the cake... but.. mostly those hu eats.. paes up..den der is dis 1 person.. took fer another 2 ppl.. and in d end.. he eats up everything.. grr.. -cools down- hmm.. den head back home.. reached home amazingly earlie...hehez.. had mye nap and here i am.. den can go do reviosion readi.. tis wae.. i wont be lacking of rest/ slp.. coz had mye nap.. heez.. great dreams too.. he was like seating rite beside mi.. and pretending to read newspaper.. while mrs tang walks ard.. but we ere so intim.. ahah.. den woke up..coz mum was like calling mye name! argh!! couldnt continue.. if onlie it happeened dat wae.. hw great life can be.. hmm.. k larh.. enuff readi.. gotta get back to da books.. cya ard peepz! to my beloved claz.. my sygs and darlings and larlings and dear and honey and ling ling and wadeva nots.. i lurve u guys.. hehez! u guys rawk mye werld!! mwah mwah! darlings frm 3e1 too!! mwah mwah!i shud sae mye one and onlie syg frm 3e1...ahahah

wonderful ddae.. compared to d past few daes...
much betta.. had.. speech dae practice...
dat mrs seah so fussy!! kip on reapeating...
the weather so hot sumore.. grrr...
ahahha.. i thot onlie 1 time.. so afta the 1st time.. i ran up and was enjoyin
in da claz.. to look down onlie to find out tey are in squad...
ahahah...ran down...onlie to noe dat the 'guest of honour' walk already...
ahahah..den wana go up again..coz thot finish...
but.. ahahha.. mrs seah wana do it again.. argh!!
i want our old principal!!
ms quek plz!! ahaha.. k...
lil tings also veri fussy...irritating sia...
hmm...den had dance prac...
just gt to noe nid to bring costume 2m!! argh!!
bummy!!
head back home.. walk to bishan..den wadeva2...
i suddenly realise i miss firah!! coz tis few daes...
we have been reallie bz on our own... no time to bitch...
ahahah..so we did all the cathing up... rather cool..and shocking to hear sum stufs...
ahahah.. hmmm.. den duno wad nonsense.. here i m...
been staying up till 2 everynite...
burning the mid nite all.. well... have to study arh!!
sumore 2m gt 2 test!! maths ad chem!!
grrr.. must get 16 ova 20 fer maths!! and 20 ova 25 fer chem!!
otherwise..im dead...
hmmm.. shall start revising afta dis SHORT 10 minutes break.. argh!!!
hmmm.. k den.. i lurve u babehs! mwah mwah!

all the shits reallie happened todae...
as i expected...
the claz gt the rumours started...
and spreads like wild fire...
wen its over?
firstly dear clazmate frm the supper hot bestest claz eva.. 3e3...
the story's ova.. and u all are making in a big issue?
stop it plz.. my dear darlings larlings and syg.. plz dun tortume mi tis wae...
not tis wae..its ova readi... i dun want to hear his name...
plz.. and bout mr LEE..he is another shit..
where are all of u wen amanda gt shit?? werent we supposed to help her out?
well..i duno where were all of u.. hmm
but still..he lost to amanda ans si hui.. hmmm..and
stuppid abel!! argh!! all the hardwork?? gotta read do??
shit him!! tolcha.. shit happen far too much todae.. and dat stupid boy...
plz...get out of mye life... u dun deserve and belong there...
u reallie dun..if u do.. u noe ur wae round..so betta watch out..
argh! as much as i love u...i hatee u too.. u were far too much just now yeah?
betta be carefullll 2m..coz i mite erupt like an old volcano...
dun tell mi i dint warn!!!
shit u!!

but its abit too much!!
argh!! he is playing!!
he played with mye heart!!
argh!!! wads with the i luv u?
dear? darlling?? bull shit him...
argh!! u were so nice and frenly..
the wae u tok.. u sound...
urg!! just continue flirting ayte?
go ahead!! flirt all u want...
if onlie u remained at ur old sit...
i dun nid to face u animore...
but ure like so close too mi...
a seat a wae? hw can i noe avoid ur gaze...
hw can i avoid tokking with u...
urh!! get back to ur old place!
i hate u!! urgh!!!


zylla...lurve u still!!

hahah..it was supper lame...
thot was scary...
the threater was soo empty...
so we took the back sits..
the 25 bucks one...
so comfy... justin jana and cun sat 1 chair...
den nicholas mi and kaiquan...
was squezeed!! argh!!!
den..suhaina sikin izhar and hafiz.. ahahah...
den we were shoooed..
ahaha.. still we conquer right at the back..
i was the onlie gal there.. den the rest sat infront..
kai quan kip disturbing suhaina..
she was so scared...
covered her face with tee all the while...
hahah. it was veri lame.. ahaha.. nuthing scary also we shout.. coz we sian readi...
ahahah.. den show haven finish we were clapping and shouting...
we are just crazee kids...
ahahah.. but had fun.. den go mkn at kfc... den head back home...
argh!!! siow!!! birbird u!! shit u!! argh!!!

hmmm.. im so high now..
ure mye sunshine...
plz be there all the time...
heart u many many..
hmmm...
yesterdae..i was so pampered...
hehehz.. mye beloved sis gt mi a new watch!!! ahahah....
so nice and red and so buterflies...
its rather cute....
hmmm... den ate alot too.. i cant blief it...
been eating alot but nt gaining aniting...
losing gt arh..
cant lose animore...
otherwise.. im left with just bone...
agrh!! -frustrated-
reached home rather late.. den rushed to do my revision fer madrasah...
so many test yet so lil time...
aahahha.. all rather easy.. gt ppl help wwad... oppz.. ahahah..
den uncle send mi home.. and here i am.. slacking.. mly comppo duno wad shit arh...
maths?hahah.. later i ask fer help... hmmm.. goin out watch concert soon.. so buhbye!! mwah mwah.. heart eu many many!

haiz...
having a bad bad flu and a bad bad cough...
rcy just nw was sooo chaotic.. wen 2 forces fite...
i mean..tey were to sarcastic...infront of us..
and we are like... huh?? we felt so uncomfortable lor...
im like...rite infront sumore..
aiyoh...i noe dey always have a thing about each otha...
but.. dint noe tey wud start in da middle of the parade square...
grrr...
dint actualli think it wud happen rite der infront of us...
hmmm..-wonders-
will it get worst... i hope not..
hopes fer the best den...
hmm..during p.t... aiyoh.. but it wasnt anione's fault okie?
stop blaming!! its okie larh.. she forgave liao.. dun feel bad okie?
den all in bad mood..including mye syg sihui..hmm...
stuupid bf of hers!! played volleyball afta socca...ouch!!
mye hand still hurtz...
swollen liao...imagine larh...
qimmy hu never plae volley before...ahahha.. hopes it gets better...2m gt CIP...
-dreads-


its been one year since d dae i knew him...
well...his existance was known to me on the 6th of april...
on 8th april...he caught mye attention...
and frm der...suffering starts... it was just becoz of a remark i made...
and den.. there goes everything.. even until nw...i dint get wad i lost back den...
haiz...-wonders- dint noe i can actualli survive thru tis cold winter...
w/o ani wool clothings ard... felt so lost...
but onlie afta a year.. its been erased and replaced... god... im so happie...
well ppl.. tis time is true...its been erased and replaced!! yeay!!...
-smilez-
to u-heyz... wana sae tank u fer everything!! the sufferings..the frenship wich recently blossomed.. the toks...the encouragements...the naggings..the scoldings...the cold remarks... the warm wishes..the promises...ur words... ur advices... ur everything! u were mye everything...but tings dun last.. still..i wana sae tank u fer everything.. may it'll be a lasting one with her... and happiness be wif u guys all the tyme.. cya ard!!


phew... glad dat its ova... cant take it animore!!
tanks to dose hu supported mi thru all this rocky climb....
to dose hu provided mi an open arms...
to dose hu lend mi a listening ear... an open heart...
to dose with soggy shoulders...
to dose hu gave mi everything...ur time and advices...
tanks.. w/o u...i dun tink ill be able to make it thru...
hmmm.. to liwen too.. alina too.. tanks.. thou u werent part of aniting.. but at 1 point.. u were there to gave mi support.. tanks darlls...

argh! having flu! hmmm... rite afta school? i sat down in da canteen with baby.
she is still confuse...hmmm...
up to u larh dear...
den did mly hmwk near the pond...
den went cabin and relax fer awhile... den noridah all there...
dey watching 50 first dates...ahahah...
so kewl and cute... ahd pillow fites all the wae with dem..
helped dem in mly...
can u imagine dat?
aahah... i help dem in mly?? wth...
ahahah.. well... yea... and i haven even learn the topic
its about ayat majmuk pacangan keterangan...
ahaha... den okie larh...dey were so happie..
until noridah wanted to treat...
den went hall gt syf.. hmmm...okie larh.. nt bad...
den _ _ _ _ _ _ was there.. ahahah...-oppz-
hehez.. he is hot and cute! hehez..
den blah blah...
at 8.30 firah came over to use the net...
we disturb alot of peepz...muahahah...
laffing all the wae...like duh.... now i gt no voice!!
argh!!! i want mye voice back!!!
and the throat hurts!!!
argh!!! -geeez-
hmmm... 2m another long dae...gotta do the boards...
dnd's and sportleader's...argh...
hmm...well...i nid to rest now! im sick!! argh!!
shall blog sum other time!! u guys take care!!
liwen darll...i lurve u like loads!! many many k?