argh!!
had a fucking retest wen i did well!!
argh!!
so fucked up!!
and further more..
we werent given enuff time..
onlie 20 mins fer 20mark quest..
wich normally mr shahul gave us 45 mins..
the clas gt so angry coz most dint have time to do sec. quest,
but i did manage to finish..
now my hand aching like mad..
argh!!
went home with nina yesterdae..
hahas..
she confessed bout her past!!!
hahaha.. guessed it rite..
sje just dint wan to tell..
but.. hahas.. well.. u did the rite ting..
muacks!!
now goin fer sum hots.. haahahs..
but he slengeh and veri loyar in claz..
hahas.. just like nina herself..
bleahs..
gt aerobics later.. and malay dance.. argh!!
so bingit.. never ending..
den gt the competition inter clas..
wads tis? so last min?
nt fair.. argh..
den nid to find song.. nid to find time to do it.. so bz..
but we 3e3 hots.. are gona strive fer the best..

yeaps...

3e3 hots are gud!!
we are gona strive fer the best..
bleahs``
rahh``

yeaps!
just being crazy..
yeah..
everything's goin out okie..
hahas..
-glads-
-beams with a radiant smile-
life have been great.. but nt in claz..
hahas..
we goin crazy..
had a one to one tok with sumone i truly love..
and olso mye best fren...
all u pple out there..
enuff of u guys breaking up mye frenships..
esp with bestfrens..
u guys have been doing dat since sec 1..
but unfortunately..
u guys cant do it here..
she have gt her own eyes..
and heart and mind..
to do her own tinking coz..
she cant forsake everything for some new like u..
unfortunately not..
u failled dis time..
im sorie..
well..
back's aching.. been moving all mye room's stufs to new hse..
and theer is alot of stufz..
wen packing up.. ahhas...
i found alot of stupid stufz..
frm neoprints to love letter..
to valentines present and note.. and pics?
and drawings? haha..
was laffing thru out the whole nite... den reading back the diary..
hahahs...
full of bullshit.. -crapz-
hahas..
seriously happie to be here and wit everything all rite..
i hope dey wont break up bcoz of ASH!!
wads dis?? trying to break couples up?!?!
get lost.. ure here to werk n nuthing more...
u freako.. nt referring to freak the freak. but sum freakos..
argh!!
becoz of u everthing happen..
and luckily ive gt it all sorted out
before too late..
ive learnt my lessson..
if i were to find our ure the cause of the breakup..
u beware// seriously.. the school aint happie with u..
i mean.. ppl in school..
nahh...

-rahh``

1st tings 1st..
pplle hu dont deserve the credits..
plz get lost..
next..
dose with big fat mouth..
and esp dose hu adds spices and herbs to a piece of shit..
get lost too..
and to dose fans on ash..
go ahead with him..
coz ive gt nuthing to do with him..
coz there is seriously nuthing to do with him..
so get lost!!
rumours and rumours and rumours..
bout ash?
bout qimah?
ohh shit..
ive gt nuthing to worry..
coz i noe i dint start it..
and im not scared coz ive gt nuthing to do with dis..
to dose bitches hu spreads.. get lost..
or issit u wanted his number all along?
go get it..
coz i dint bother to get it..
and he GAVE!!
wich part of the gave cant u understand?
or maybe.. ure english just sucks rite?
ohh yarh.. i forgot.. bitches are bad at languages..
ohh get dem away...
uve heard mye part? now get lost..
and spreads dis i hope.. witout adding ani spices or herbs.. plz!!
tankew!!!

seize the day and never have regrets//
if you love someone-tell them//
stay close to your friends and family//
for they have help make you//
the person you are today//

seize the day//
look away from your pessimistic circles//
now freedom, painting colours//
non-existence to the monotone scale//
appreciate a summer day because//
life is filled with uncertainty//
and death will always be calling//

seize the day//
while fate permits us to be MERRY//
pass all we must the fatal ferry//
and tis is our life too whirls away//
with the rotation of the day//

was doing english research wen i compiled tis..
hmm.. sounds nice..
well...
im so in da mood to do all tis..
goin thru poems..
making one of mye own..
the last time i did dis was wen heart broken by heca..
now doing it again??
haiz..
dats y.. u pple out ther seize the day..
and always tell the pple dat u love and remind dem dat u love dem deeply fer ppl forgets easily..

friendship is the hardest thing in the worldto explain
its not sumting we learn in school
but if u haven learn the meaning of frenship,
u really haven learn aniting...

being deeply loved by some one gives you strength
loving someone deeply gives yo u courage...

hmm.. tis colour shucks!!
rahh``
sorrie to shimin alina benjy and danialtello..
unfortunately i hate tis colour!!
rahh``
hahas..
well.. dats all fer now..
-still having migrane-

haiz..
in a lost..
wads tis?
wen hm with mye bruder also kena scolding..
nonsense...
yesh i noe ure cute.. but dats just it..
ure just mye eye candy..
nuthing more..
wads tis?
controlling mie?
hu are u?
obsession..
hmmm...
i tink tis is it..
ive had enuff..
just gona let it be...
m nt tokking to u animore..
let tis 'frenship' hang in ther...
coz it shucks..
argh!!!
coz seriously.. mye heart's still belongs to sumore..
n yesh i seriously do love him...
i just wish he cud give mi the same assurance..
dats all i nid...
been living in a hell..if onlie u cud msged...
or kol...
it'll brighten up mye life afta dis long dull and disastrous time..
i miz you..
i noe..
we are lacking on communication..
but i cant just be the one hu always toks 1st...
msg first..
wads tis...
its unfair..
well...
im hanging on here...
thou it hurts a million
waiting fer ur call
tinking u wud..
well.. at least hoping fer the best..
coz its u all dat i eva want..
i still do love you...

hmm..
i composed a lyric!!
hahas...
yeaps i did..
and sumhw i did manage to sing it..
hahas..
thou it may sound horrible..
but the LYRICS was gud..
i started with a beat i memorized..
den change the lyrics..
slowly.. i change the beat..
and here i m...
im like so happie..
hmm.. den gt 1 'lyrics' i made
dat gt sumone interested and wanted to sing it wif his band..
hahas.. was so happie..
hmm..
den.. life's been okie..
down and down and down..
lost..
and stuck rite here..
1stly..i dun like new hse!!
it sucks!!
its so boring..
all oveeer is so white..
i dun have aniting to do..
but just read and read and read..
and i finished all 4 bks withing 3 nites..
and im bored..
argh!! so freaking bored..
and sis in kl..
argh! hahas..
2m got dance prac.. hmm..
thou im nt dancing animore..

but gotta be ther..
secretary wad..
hahas..
well.. CNY was my last dance peepz!
unlez.. we have sumting massive fer tchers dae..
den i join..
otherwise nt..
ill be supporting all of em frm the back.. and
shall be the make-up artiste..
thou i dun put em myself..hahas..
well.. dats it fer now..

chaos!
creamyqimmy~

rahh``
arent too free to be sitting ard to wait fer u
m moving on like nuthing's rong..
n living life like ive nver met u
im nt gona sae i made a mistake
coz i dun tink i did
all i did was just a set back
for mi to reflect on mye life later on
lets nt brag about it...
coz ive had enuff..

hmm..
i wanted u more everydae..
i dint want to give up the love
and for you..
ill be there..
in da middle of the nite
waiting rite by the fone
minutes pass..
hours..
den nite...
all gt was the loneliness in me
dat never seem to mind in you

sumtimes i wonder...
if its all worth it...
i kept strong..
never wanting to let a tear drop..
never wanted to blame you fer the drop...
ure special to me..
and yes. i do love you if ure wondering...
its just dat..
like i said...
sum stufs just dint turn out the wae it was suppose to be..
but im glad i met you...
coz it was wonderful fer dat short period of time..

as fer now..
gudbye..
and be gone

hahas..
went doc fer the rashes...
its getting betta i tink..
rahh``
daniel!! argh!!
sucha asshole!!
grrr!!!
cant imagine wadeva ure frens sae seh..
so disgusting...
i hope its nt true...
if u happen to be here...
ure gona get one hell of a tym wif mi..
trust mi..
im gona trash u baby!
argh!!
hmm..
weekends was gud...
wen lib with firha and her FAMILY!!
hahas..
had a fiest at burgerking..den wen amk and shop shop shop...
yana was so cute..
kind of carried her the whole wae coz firah tak larat...
with her heavy bag...
takle harap nye cheetah..
hmm...
gona have dance prac fer the anti drug thingy...
and gona be bz wif the parade and al.. wif gyss?
hahas...
rite. hmm.. gona catch daniAL at j8 soon..
watching wif nina firah n gang.. cya there lurve birds..
hugs!

had carnival!!
so fun...
thou the biznes was slow...
firah did well fer deejay... finah too
infact all deejays rawk!!
especially dose who read my dedications!
hahas...
and 3e3 rawks!!
hmm.. had fun with the otha 4 gals
neva like before
water fite?
yaps!!
till gt into trouble..
oppss...
hahas...
den took pics!!
ohh mye gawd!!!
its so cool!!
so nice!!
5 of us!!
yeaps!!
fuh!!
and nw ive gt serious rashes all ova u noe!!
to daniel...shujaa syafiq...and all dose wif pails.. get ready..
moster cuming afta u all afta school on tues!!
argh!!!
birbird larh u all!!
but i lurve mye 4 gals!!
muacks!!
and to dat gal hu did nt get wet...
beware of us!!
hahas...