Tuesday, February 27, 2007
1:55 AM
its fade's burfdae nw
okies
so much fun!
picnic at macritchie!
go zylla blog kies.
n fer now.
its another long post (:
FADHIL.
my bitching partner.
my crime partner.
my hugging partner.
my critising partner.
he called mi QIMEK.
he makes mi cry all the time.
he shouts at me all the time.
he almost slapped me.
he slammed my tiny body against the door.
yes he did that!
i cry the whole dae!!!
it hurts!
he used extremely harsh werds on me
like nobody else do.
he brainwashed me.
he clean mind too.
he often wakes mi up to reality.
he gives mi shit.
yet he noes wads best fer me.
yet he also stood up fer me.
manymanymany occasion.
no one was aloud to bicth about me,
in the presence of FADE(:
no one was supposed to critised
or just pissed me off.
FADE will alwaysbe the one standing up fer mi.
dose hu came close n made mi cry esp.
wud get horribles frm him.
he always provided mi comfort with harsh werds
saying nice stufs. but in a vulgar wae (:
n obviously the one hu called mi the most
veri insulting names ):
he is just fadhil dat i love so much.
always there to cheer mi up
again using the harsh language.
cracking stupid jokes
making insulting remarks
yet i love him so (:
just muhd fadhil bin musa.
hu always wanted to beat me in mly (:
rahhhh`
happyburfdae dearest bitch,
MUHD FADHIL MUSA >'',<
Monday, February 26, 2007
12:59 AM
rahhhh``
specially to zylla.
happie burfdae dearest love.
here. i will tell the whole werld just hw much i lurve u.
n hw u made soo n impact to my extremely colourful life.
she was the one hu called mi names.
yet i still love her.
such names were.
anorexic bitch - i still m i ((: -
cicak.
tikus.
KAYU(:
stooopid girl.
bitch.
qimek.
nurhaqimah tooot.
n much more.
hahahas.
tis was the same girl.
hu always wanted to be a size smaller.
yet we kept telling her. its betta to be curvy(:
veri womanly.
n now here she is.
super gorgeous. super hot. veri vogue.
check out my dearest gf boys!
rahhhhh``
her no's a hot stuff now.
(:
tis was also the same girl.
hu wud sulk daes affta a break up.
yet wud shout at mi fer trying to make lame jokes.
hehehes.
this same girl hu cried watching wad a girl wants.
with me on her bed.
n cried in each otha arms in many occasion.
ther was once.
we dint tok fer a period of time.
yet dat dae was the last of bwss.
we just had the instint to turn to each otha.
n run to each otha's comfort of arms.
hu hugged fer long..
last year.
2 freaking whole mths.
we dint communicate.
n im to blameee.
im sorrrrie. (:
the one hu always wanted the 3 of to get attached.
n dat veri dae wen i told her all 3 attached.
we huggged again thou we werent tokking at dat moment(:
we cud just exchange pieces of letter to each otha.
we cud complete each otha's sentences.
i wudnt even be complete wifout her.
i wudnt feel whole afta a dae's cry wifout her hug.
i wudnt hesitate to turn to her wen im in doubt.
still knowing she wud call mi stooopid girl.
hw eva much she dint like my previous bf.
she stood by. giving mi all the support.
she dint ask mi to choose. but instead.
was right there fer mi.
thank you babe!
i lurve u sooooo much~
nth cud explain hw much u mean to me (:
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
im super happie n greatful dat u exist in my life.
n its been 5 years n still countingg!
i lurve you! just the girl whom wud bitch with me on all kinds of thingsthe one hu wud be laffing with mi on LANGUAGES.the girl hu kips falling down.carpark? longkangs? staircase? jln raya.STRAIGHT WALKWAYS. town. home. room.just kip falling everywhere.n even made a resolution nt to fall fer dat particular year.yet the nex moment she fell.the one hu can just bump into anth person.a BIG HUGE pillar. hu died 2 secs at mac (:the one i went thru singing auditions with on sch stage.((: the crushes on ppl on guys on cute ass ard.we had same taste on sum level of hotness n cuteness.drooling at boy's body wen tey wen gym (:tanned cute guys our candy (:the one hu wud call mi fer hours. tokked to me.nt listen to sum monk on the fone tokking.ahahahhas.the one hu wud be waking up 5 mins before meeting time.always thinking its fun fer mi to wait fer her.the one whom i see naked beforeeee (:obs n at home changing.many times.the one i noe INSIDE out technically.hahahahahas.just the bitch i adoren cudnt live wifout now.one hu cud cry with me even wifout ani reasons.the camps. the mandi together.the stooopid obs stufs.just manymany wonderful momentsdat kip mi smilling awhole lifetimei reallieee do lurve u heaps!
HAPPY SEVENTEEN BURFDAE DEREARESTNUR JAZZYLLA NORAZAM!
Friday, February 23, 2007
11:07 PM
rahhhh`
the goober hus sick.
was even sicker afta seeing PPL at kfc.
trust mi.
the temp rose 5 deg higher.
hehes.
fyra came to fetch mi frm werk earlier.
was sick.
n to onlie find out.
almost the whole werld know i was sick.
thanks to fyra darling.
hahahahahs.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i dun wana go werk 2mr!
i wan go chingay with you you you you pple!
hahahahahs.
rahhhhhhhh``
werk was veri shitty just nw laaaa.
but prahba super nice to mee.
im SUPER DUPER LUCKY.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
im sick n nt a happie goober.
yet i go weeee many2 time.
fun riteee.
rahhhh``
dinaaa. u hang on. i shall like kol u soom.
fyra n zylla n fade n jana. lets have fun on mondae.
badot. rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh`
faris. i dno la dey.
danial. hey u bulat boy. wen u treating mi out
bf(: weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Thursday, February 22, 2007
2:21 AM
the lurves of my life
i wana shout out.
extremely loud.
to nurshafirah shafiee.
rahhhh``
the birbird-tic bestfren of mine.
in my life.
the onlie one disgusting freak.
i had to endure.
esp wen eating out with her.
tis bird i lurve so much.
super nonsense.
yet veri sensible.
super disgusting.
yet veri hot.
hahahas.
her direction suck so much.
but at least she noes the wae homeee.
ohhh my.
high sch is ova fer all of us.
n to think dat we are goin same poly,
the chances are VERI slim.
coz her first choice wasnt a poly.
still. i lurve her super alot laaaa.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
nurjazzylla norazam.
i hate her fer turning seventeen super soon.
but i lurve her so much more fer everything.
the bitch hus always missing but.
always there.
just pretend u understand my language.
ok dearest love.
the one i cud cry with one moment.
n nex bitch bout everything in the whole
wide werld.
the one hu wud stay up all nite.
to listen to my rantings.
thou it doesnt make ani sense.
at the end of the dae.
she will offer mi a hug.
she offer the world's best hug.
best shoulder to cry on.
also the best critic.
hates her wen she is being so sarcastic.
yet at the end of the dae.
i lurve her even more
many many moments.
shared with tis 2 ppl i adore n lurve so much.
brings alot of happines in my life.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
the 2 girls i lurve so much.
rahhhhhh``
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
2:56 PM
rahhh``
i hate him.
he is sumone frm the past
according to him.
he has found a new girl
gud on him.
he wana compare.
aftawich i told him.
i noe his weaknesses fer too much to eva
let him compare mi.
todae.
im passing him back stufs he bought fer mi.
both the SWATCH watch n PERLINI necklace.
wich at first meant so much.
wich i neva lef sight.
but todae.
as im about to go werk.
the stufs are in my bag.
packed into its original packaging.
passing him back.
n will tear the file he holds on to tightly.
wich i noe still meant veri much dearly to him.
he is sumone hu wont eva upset mi animore.
im nt gona cry coz of him animore.
i just hate him so much.
but im nt a bitch to spread his weaknesses ard.
ohhh screw u.
ure the evil one.
get llost now!
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
10:37 PM
so much to share.
yet so lil privacy.
i read thru YET again.
all the post.
hahahahas.
okies. i dint exactly laf..
H_ _ _ _ L
stupid name.
yet so prominent.
haiyoooooo.
-attraction-
can sumone like exactly tell mi wad issit?
or simply tell mi wads love?
nt dat im confused.
nt the slightest bit pun!
im veri much in lurve with bf(:
ohhh fuck.
shall nt continue.
gudbye lovables.
Friday, February 16, 2007
11:52 AM
rahhhh``i nid to blog n bitch.ohhhh sumone pls help mi.i noe im nt supposed to hate anione.but ohh dear.im a normal human with veri sensitive feelings.ok nt exactly.i havenbeen crying fer the pas 2 daes.hahahahahs/actuallie long readi.just dat sumone frm past had to make mi cry again on 14thfeb.veri nice riteeeeeeeeeeeeee.soooo...im nt exactlythe happie goober nw coz.i dun feel like being happiee.i wana be quiet. dull. boring.ok dats so not mi..but welllll..can laaaa.gdbye nw.u pple satay happie.i stay dull.wad sae u?hahahahahasfubbly.
Monday, February 12, 2007
10:55 AM
boooooo!
result came n gone.
im super happie.
lemme touch on everything.
toniote. gona slp zi hse with fyra. 3 girls
wad will happen to the hse?
hahahahs go imagine laa.
gona submit my courses.
roughly the choices are.
media communication at sp.
psycholgy community at np.
torusim resoct both at sp n np.
pharmacy sci at np.
sports welnes. at nyp.
tourism at tp.
creative media design at sp.
banking financial at sp.
maritime transport sp.
architecture sp.
realise i onlie gt one NANYANGpoly.
hahahahas.
wonder why huh.
hehehehes. gonna go sentosa 2mr.
tannned!
sun! here i cum!
im so cant wait fer my slpova tonite.
wait.
i pas my freaking maths!!!
with a c5 summore!
well.. b3 fer dnt!
omggg.
hahahahas.
m i nt a happie goober enuff?
i lurve nurjazzylla nurshafirah.to the ultimate core!boooooo!him(:bt the humanities super sucky!
Friday, February 09, 2007
1:50 PM
RESULTS dae.omggg..doesnt it kill u?hahahas.wanaa giv a big2 hug to the extremely nice ppl.like the cuzins. the abgs. kakak. the pple ard me present or past.hahahahas.thankyou laaaa.pple at werk all also super nice to give mi big2 hugs.fer todaeee.to dose hu actuallie rmbed.to drop a msg.thankyou so muchhh.hahahas.n to him(:weeeeeeeeeeeee.thankyou so muchh.falalalalala.if ure on cloud nine.im on cloud sixteen!(:
Saturday, February 03, 2007
6:11 PM
gooober.hahahasim a happie goober.relevant to nurul maidin.hahahahahahahas.gonaa watcht the darllings perform tonitethey're gona rock the hse.psssst. i lurve dem all laaa.gud luck to the trios((:falalalalas.i wana be happiee.but still sick.the weeeet weeeny nose.hahahahaha.i tink im being superficial again.cut it laaa.okkkk.done.i recreated my frenster.so add mi up.i created myspace.so add mi up/both at qimmaaa@hotmail.comthankyou all the happie gooober,hahahaas.finally a shout out to 4e6.falalalalala.lets go beach la deyyy.show off the bikini la darlinggs.hahahahahas..cya..text mi if wana go beachh(:weeeeeeeeeee.the happie noisy dinosaur.
