i have been slping in boyfriend's jacket.
i haven been seeing boyfriend for the past FIVE days.
and we are not meeting prolly until nex week.
shrugss // -.-




eddy korkor is the nicest.
he made me laf the whole afternoon
of wich i was super down.
candy provided me hugs
yesterdae. (:


trust me. its been awful.
and im down with super horrible sorethroat
and cough and flu laaaa.
and my number's been passed ard in lecture theatres.
sucky la seh.
effing down. -.-

ohhh fuck.

i miss baby.

first conversation.
qim ; cannot. m attached (:
unknown A ; hu said that wen ure attached u cant go back with a fren of the opposite sex?
qim ; ohh shuddup. -.-


second conversation.
qim ; wth seh. dun nonsense la.
unknown B ; can wad. ure having flu and sneeezing. almost down with fever.
qim ; its ok. i'll have my candy's jacket instead. but thanks. -.-


third conversation.
qim ; ohh. stop calling me that. im attached you noe.
unknown C ; but ure swit and pretty. issit rong to call sumone hus swit and pretty by nature?
qim ; ok case close. gud nite. -.-


thats life now.
gudnite everyone.
i miss boyfee fullstop.
look away sarcastically. (x

its blogging time!
its sunday!
its my sundae politics day!
and i was bullied.
even in madrasah.
they boys are super sucky.
i blurt out sumting to ustazah.
in english. its TERblurt out la.
den they kip imitating.
i was like -and now wad are you tokking about ustazah-
ustazah laf. and so did the whole class.
grrrr. it happens manymanymany time la!
salmah and i. just cudnt stop laffing.
i lurve my sundae politics! <3



and yesterday was millenia walk day.
i had to work at MW in the morning wen
the previous nite i did closing at J8.
tak giler tu?
but i had fun.
met new buddies. like erma and syahid.
erma super pretty. my age. and kecoh-rable tooo!
and we are new girlfrens! (:
and syahid is ohhhh-so-tall.
like seriously. i was onlie at his chest or so.
huahahahahs. but well. he is nice.
coz he is gona help me with FTQ.
and ftq is next week fridae.
and ohhhh. im so afraid la.
lalalalalla. new buddies are fun and they are all nice ppl!
:D



first week of sch is done and over with.
and qim, sumhw kena bully la.
frm all angles.
for ogl. the year 2 seniors.
the year one kecoh ppl.
and ppl frm lecture.
everyone kept saying.
qim is F small. dat its hard to locate qim.
wth kann. its like not dat im short.
and not dat im darn skinny.
and not dat im super small.
lalalalalla.
and ive been coughing like a cuckoo.
ppl in lecture and elearn grp.
all kip disturbing.
but first week of sch.
is super tiring! gr!


i dun understand whye.
they call sweets, pretty, cute super girl.
wadeva for? im lost in this
big F werld. and i spose. i have to figure
everything out myself. (:

yesterdae was;


ONE MONTH (:


i just have sooo much to sae. i do not know wher to start.
hahahas. but again. shall kip the happy blessings to ourself.
wanzhen candy(: helped me to do the mini project.
all i had to do was pose. and she took the nicest picture.




baby , im the world's greatest heart stealer.
dont you think so? heeehz
//ilurveyoubaby :D


todae was fun like shit.
i was dis very small tiny darn skinny girl.
with dis very huge bag.
it was baby's bag.
:D its super huge and heavy.
and 2mr is another long and tiring dae.
i have baby's bag and jacket with me.
but i dun have him by my side.
shrugs.. ohh wells.


had club crawl at sports hall.
super darn pack.
i cant decide wad to join like seriously!
lalalalla. dance socca floorball or adventure club.
and i must think of werk. and boyfee too! (:



people i bump into todae.
jannah. meilida. nicolette. carling.
amali. arief. sabrinah. ida.
benjamin. bryan. alina.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i make manymanymany new fun friends.
and i lurve lecture theatres!
its boring. but with new friends and CA.
they are fun. (:



dearest babe ; nurjazzylla.
i miss you so much. and you very well know that.
i cant express my love and my thoughts
with you as often animore.
i cant hug u every second.
i cant laf and gossip with you bout any one.
i cant smile and suddenly cry coz othas will think im crazy and you wont.
i cant be whiny coz only you understand
i cant sing outloud coz ure the only one hu can tahan the unsingly voice of mine.
i cant stop and sit in the middle of nowhere just to bicth with you.
but again ;
we are seperated only by distance.
but the bond and lurve and everything else we share,
wundt even shake a tiny bit. coz its strong.
(:
i lurve you! (:

i had orientation.
hahahahas.
it was fun.

coz the OGL was fun.
well. one of em frm
madrasah lanjutan.
hahahahs. he was super kecoh la pls.
and yeay.
it wasnt dat bad la.
met a new fren.

now my new girlfren.
hahahs. she is super cool.
kecoh like mad too.
her name is wanzhen.
but im calling her swits.
she calling me honey.
:D lalalalla. apart frm dat.
it was the usuals.
hahahas.
ppl ask number cannot laaaaaaaaaa dey.
email can. :D
if dat helps? hahahahahahs
lalalalalalalalaaaa.
so she just smiled away. and offered.
but i can giv u my email?
hahahahahahs.
veri tooot. but stil.
2mr's the fun part laaa.

im missing boyfee and zyllaaa so F much la.
boyfee nt free tmr. and zylla gt class at suntec.
grrrr. i wana hug both these birbirds veri tightly!
but not till they suffocate laaaaaa.
i mite as well die if i dun have both with me okk!
QIM LOVES NURJAZZYLLA NORAZAM.
HER VERY SEXXAYE BESTFREN.
QIM LOVES ABDUL QAYYUM BIN AYOB.
HER VERY DEAREST MR BOYFRIEND.

:D

falalala.

its like im so ova the past.
and yet its haunting me.
like c'mon la.
pls.
give mi space to breathe la seh.
and yes. ive gt a life now.
and im happie whereva i am.
and it just so happen.
dat im veri much contented
and VERY satisfied.


u noe. i feel like the luckiest girl on earth.
girls sae dat wen they have the best boyf in the werld.
or wen the boyf do sumthing extremely swit.
but im not gona be superficial.
im the luckiest girl on earth bcoz of 2 simple reasons.
no 1 ; ive gt the werld's bestest bestfren(:
no 2 ; ive gt the werld's greatest boyfee*


wad else do i nid?
wen uve gt the best 2 things in life?
its like ppl have onlie one of dose.
but ive gt both.
(:
they make mi feel whole.
and damn, did they lid my life. (:
lalalalalala.
and now i go WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
u noe we ( as in ani 2 of us)
cud just sit and read in each's otha's companion?
no werds spoken.
no eye contact exchanged.
just perfectly stillness.
ohhh i lurve dem so dearly (:





QIM SHOUTS ;

HELLO :D
IM VERI MUCH ALIVE
AND I LURVE BESTFREN AND BOYFEE
SUPER UBERLY MUCH (: