ehem sunflowers!
he waited there, and surprised me like shit.
i was walking home from work,
loook darn tired. :D
total sweetness!

hello world,

hadi gave me sunflowers ; pictures up soon.
gca's name is jenmark.
and he looks out for me.
and i was late fer school.
2 hours late!


yesterday's bbq was not bad.
clowns are pretty much okay now.
rahhhhhh``


thats about it now.
:D

we had a conversation over cheese prata.
its cheesy i know.
but it was sweet.
he was at prata house again
yesterday close to midnight.
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees :D


i'll be smilling alot,
tomorrow night.
a night out town.
i'll have fun people.
cheerious! lets all have fun smilling now!
smilesmilesmile like this ; :D!

ive got a reason to smile now.
todae i wore a dress to school.
very cliche. hahahahas :D
old school girl.
i tink its totally cool luhs!


saturday's date.
hahahahahahas
and ive got MADRASAH's bbq on sundae.
how ironic.
and i dont happen to favor clowns.
:D
okay random.


and now, i think im here all over again.
pretty tired. and darn lonely.
but ive gt a reason to wake up in the morning.
coz you give me morning calls.


i lovelovelovelove jazzylla wanzhen and salmah can!

i told you i was fragile.
i kept breaking down.
even at home infrnt of my parents.
i told them the reason why.
and esp mum, she kept asking me
not to think bout you.
there was a moment where she almost called you.


enuff of sad stuf.
coz im starting to hate you now.
and i dont care,
im smilling with the world all over again.


im waiting fer fireworks!
heeeees.
date out?

:D :D :D


hahahhas.
okay im happily waiting for you in school now.

fragile.


zylla and wanzhen both unhappy at you.
they thought alike when they haven
spoke to each otha.


i wana be happy please.
if you think all this isnt worthwhile,
tell me now, and i'll move on AGAIN.


dearest zylla and wanzhen,
give me sumtime to really catch hold of myself.
ive been too quiet and moody, i know.
but spare me sum time, and
i try to be okay.


just as much as you wana see me smile,
i wana see myself smile deep frm my heart.

Qim ; Lonely without doubts.



i shall pour out everything.
flinging ive stopped.
and i waited for your msg.
when phone beep, all i wanted
was Mr.brightstar's msg.
but it never came.
all the messages that comes
are the people i do not wana reply to.
please, understand my situation.
i gave up so much.



just as much as i wana settle down.
and be happy, its hard.
ive thot thru what i want.
but if i cant get what i want.
what more can i say?
if love's the reason that im unhappy,
allow me to be loved.
i dun wana be msging in randoms anymore.
i want be with you.
i want to give us a chance that
we never had for the past 3 years.
and stop pushing the blame to me.
all i asked for was love and happiness.



thus i love ; jazzylla
; wanzhen
; salmah
; amelia

QIM ; the colourful life.


ive think through it.
rahhhhh`
the drama production's like super coool.
it keeps me smiling like all the time.
andand. Dear world, please allow the ppl ard
me to be this happy :D
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. loveloves! :D


hello amelia! (:




salmah ; dearest baby, please be strong okay?
im a call away. and i'll always be here. just
keep smiling but dun fake too much. i love you like alot okay?
dont be tooo stress up. for im here to smile with you dearest. :D
hugs. (:

hahahas.
okay here goes.
shazali, my husband slash my big brother.
hahahahas. the tooootest thing.
he followed me to ntuc one fine evening.
he then carried the groceries for me.
and wen he walked pass all the socca boys frm
home united he said " uhs nak balik uh nie. binik aku nak masak"
hahahahs which mean. "going home la. my wife wana cook"
hahahahahas. and we slack at prata house till late.
and we bitch. okay, he is also the bitching partner.
when we see hot chinese girls who walk pass,
suddenly he calls me mei-mei.
hahahahahas toooot. did you also know that
i had to accompany him go shopping one fridae nite?
hahahas. toooot. he is a big bully yo.


clown ; why do you have to go missing again.
i mean afta all these years? you should have told
me frm the very beginning that youre gona be missing
again, so i shudnt have let any of my emotions stirred up.
now that youre gone, are you gona be gone forever?
text me your ans soon.


zylla ; hello love. its the fourteen soon.
so must update me okay.
hehhhh. i love you!


wanzhen ; youre my happypill okay?
dont doubt these love! hahahas.
cozcoz coz youre the one that makes me
smile and happy like shit. okay
officially gca's my EYECANDY! :D

Rahhhhh`

total beaut.
sunday nite town.
hahahahs.
shank baby! :D

Qim ; the crazy girl who loves to SMILE.


// :D


andand i love icelemontea.
but i prefer to send hot milo
by DHL everymorning to YOU! :D

nur jazzylla;
huang wanzhen;
salmah harris;


i love you three like nuts!

to everyone ; IM SORRY.
ive been a bitch.
ive been too harsh.
but im in a terrible mess.

//shrughs

rahhhh`

okay people.
im grumpy.
leave me alone.
shrughs//