hehhh, this bitch i love alot.
but i wont make this entry long.
i did that last year.
and to be doing it every year,
nahhhh not fun.
anyways, i appeared at her dooor step at midnight !
i waited and waited and waited by her window.
then she made a wish and blew off the candles.
we'll go to the zoooooo tmr! weeeeepeeedo!
im veryyy high for god knws wht.


bestfriend, this is for you.
the reply to your msg.
like wht i wrote.
how ever much we'll drift,
how ever much we rarely meet.
how ever busy we'll ever get.
i'll be your bestfriend.
just right here quietly,
always being there for you.
i love you, and always will do.
enjoy your date tmr oky?


i was pretty dissapointed with you.

DINIE, ( i'll keep it to one 'e' )
im really sorry.
i never knew.
i dint mean to not reply.
i slept thru the whole morning.
i swear i did.
no point talking bout it now aye?
i spose you accept no explanation.
i really dint knw.
even until tdy,
i'll never knw hw much
it means to you.
dinie, frm the bottom of it all.
im really sorry.


i got yet another dress for myself! (x

im like in school mugging.
ive gt a pretty star necklace frm baby.
hehhh, u can see it shine frm miles away.
hahahahas ((:


there is so many events coming up.
and ive gt a madjack annual dinner like tonight.
im in a white dress! (:


i watched ps iloveyou with wanzhen and amelia.
we 3 were like tearing laaaa!
hahahhas, it was f sweeet.
then there was the very comfortable threesome hug.
i love you 2 too bits!
hahahahahha. :D


im suppose to mug, bt i cant concentrate.
this is killing me.
sweetheart,

that extraordinary way you looked at me.
i felt your special touch.

hahahahahas.
valentine's day was a touch and go thing.
i had mine pretty simple.
babybabybabybaby (:
when the whole world changed.
dont blame me for something ive always wanted.
in the reflections i see,
i doubt this girl infront of me.


ytd's teaching was absolute funn.
the kids are so adorable,
just hw much i enjoy working with them.
they are fanatics and totally flooding me.


im happy the way i am.
and i'll tell you again.

second post within the 1 hour.
i feel like crying.
anguish.
lovelovelovelove.
why issit so complicated.
and i found this.

&& sweetheart, Love is crazy and I dare you to love me.

not when i took the dare and pull back.
coz im afraid.

nyehhhs.
to think tht ive so much to update.


i got this text at 3:13 am
the saddest love is to love someone,
to know that they still want you,
but the circumstances dont let you have them.
1 word ; complicated.


i teared, but there is ntg tht i can do.
im sorry sweetheart.


andand, the moment i said im yours faithfully.
i woke up feeling extra happy knowing that
we're in this together now.
baby, if you must know.
iloveyou(:
could i possibly stay home on vday?
he got matchhh la seyyy.
sheeeesh, i'll be okayy. :D




can i run and hide under the duvets.
when all i ever asked for was love.
but to be shared and loved,
i was too afraid,
thats when i realised i had to stop.


new friends are total loves.
especially the nice socca girls.
knowing that the very few of them
listens and looks out for me.
to know that even being new friends,
they were willing to share my whole world.
i'll look foward to having trainings!

LOVE WAS NEVER AND EXCUSE




nyehhs.
whats with the world.
stop assuming.
for real im dating minnn.
hahahahhas.
he was goin on and on about him being my cronaldo.
and i should stop checking ronaldo out on the newspapers.
coz ive got min already.
hahahahahhas, bloooody toooot i tell you.
anyways, its the long hols.
im going off to kl for a short trip.
just how much i dread it.


dont come telling me you knw my dirty lil secret.
coz ive none. hahahahahahhahahas.
if you must knw, min is short for muhaimin.
year 3, sports wellness.
plays for schoool and home united.
okayyyy, hush hush now.
valentine's day coming.
i neeeed to shop.
anybody feeling extra kind? :D

im straight.
trust me.


now respect my privacy yaw (: